HONESTY & HOPE

When you live in a space where you feel alone

un-welcomed

not liked

not forgiven

un-noticed

unheard 

left out 

you're too opinionated

you're this. . . 

you're that . . . 

it all becomes too much

it becomes challenging to see your own worth and create from a space of positivity 

everyday you wonder why you're here

you question your own existence

did god make a mistake, then leave you behind?

you've sunken into a deep depression that no one can seem to understand nor see

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I struggle with all these things, but I hope that life can reveal its place for me . . . sometime soon. 

If anyone can relate, then I've done my job.

deeply out ❤

CHANGE.

We sometimes feel that when things change and the people we know start to go on their own journeys . . . That we have to 'keep up with the jones' or else get lost in the shuffle. We have to do what everyone else is doing! (feeling 8/29/20 also) 

What if there's that bubbling within your stomach or that short hesitation within your breath, as you find out... there is yet another change in season evolving? Do we go with our gut? Or Do you try to stay and figure YOU out? (current conundrum 8/29/20)

I don't believe that actual physical places will change, we change within them. The atmosphere (our relationships, the landscapes) is what creates a change within us.

Though, in many situations so many changes are happening and occurring so fast that, we ourselves are very unsure of our placement. (I'm unsure of my placement 8/29/20)

Do we charge it to our hearts and not to our guessing egos?

6/7/13 3:06 pm

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8/29/20

. . . experiencing lots of change in my relationships, friendships, mentorships . . . life in general. 

deeply out! ❤

DISAPPOINTMENT.

Disappointment exists in those spaces of expectation. But not the expectation of needing someone to "do the most" nor go out of their way. Just merely taking the time to follow up or respond. It's in my opinion . . . common decently. Letting someone know that . . . I value you. I actually support you.

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Though your value should only be linked to your own personal views...We should all show our [care] by simply doing the things that take that extra bit of time . . . esp if its for or coming from a "friend."

We all make time for what we want. 

Make time . . . if you care.

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If you choose not to make time . . . are they really your friend? Are you really theirs?

Are you better at DisappointING or are you always the one who's DisappointED?

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Life is VERY short. Think about it.

deeply out! ❤