EXISTENCE.

At times, we purely EXIST from the love we unconsciously have gotten from other people, meaning love that wasn't processed until it was verbally stated. And this is the type of love that should exist within our beings at all times. Why? because it helps to push us just one step further in understanding ourselves and getting rid of the bulls***! . . . the bull-ish that brings us to low, unattractive places. The outside world only sees the 'heart on our sleeves' - instantly discredit us . . . until we, ourselves find ways to 'flip the script,' if you will?

EXISTENCE is an interesting concept only for the fact that - we exist through our connections with others, how good they make us feel OR by how they don't give us what we need. I just think that love, of course has always been two-fold, or maybe '3-D' - the good, the bad, annnnnd the ugly! However, some love that we encounter enters our spirits with . . . a fight! A yes! A 'no, you're right!' 
I AM - I SHOULD - I WILL. 

On the contrary, existing through this 'unconscious' love is not similar to SUPPORT. I'm allowing for it to be disconnected for a minute . . . I allude support to a variable that is constant, not something 'every now and then' or from afar. This 'unconscious love existence' IS 'every now and then' and many times, from a far. 

Let's backtrack! 
This new term I'm calling unconscious love existence came about from someone verbally stating truth! What makes the love unconscious is that it 'caught you off guard,' but truly filled your spirit with a new understanding: 
I can EXIST because I felt love in a new form - I am more confident to progress . . . 

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Inspired by a late night conversation with Lee Daniel and Kris Rhodes.