some
some make you feel like you're the worst person in the world for the mistakes you made in the past
some
some make you . . . no one makes you right?
I'm not allowed to say that right?
make me
no one can make you do and feel anything
ok
the catalyst to my current feelings
the feelings I've had all night since I read his message
some people
some people act like you're the only one
the only one in this . . . used to be friendship
we used to be . . .
friends
some
some people make you feel
like I said before
I say that cause I can
some people make you
ok, cause you to . . .
that may be better
cause you to feel . . . like shit!
I'm not shit, but I feel like shit!
some people
some people don't forgive
some people forget
I don't forget . . .
friendship
I remember friendship
what do you remember in your last . . . idk, encounter with someone that caused you to feel . . .
like shit!
some people smh
some people make me write, cause me to write
some people, meaning 1
1 in particular in this entry
but there's been many 1's that
make/caused me to feel like shit!
I'm not shit!
I've done shitty things . . . at times
but, I'm NOT shit!
He didn't need to capitalize for emphasis
that last message got me
caught me by the throat
I suffocated for a moment . . .
on the ???
bus, then train
staring off in space
did that just happen?
did I
reach out
AGAIN
I did
but NEVER again
the word never was capitalized twice in this message to me
I lost my breath for a moment
some people, meaning 1
I don't understand
am I thee only one
who understands that
I'm not shit!
I feel like shit! though
tried and it didn't/never worked
what?
reconciliation.
It barely exists for me
I feel like shit!
do you feel like ?
you don't understand . . .
shit!, some people, make, cause, message, NEVER again . . .
SHIT!
~ deeply out ❤
